Saturday, April 15, 2006
discovering that your level of coherency is low is rather depressing.
haaaas.
even as i write the first sentence of this entry of mine, i can feel warning bells ringing in my head. DEH!DEH! **incoherence detected!!**
whatever.
yikes.
i hate whining.
yaa. i should exercise control.
feel restricted nowadays.
NOOONOOOONOOOO.
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i think what mum said today made a lot of sense. you can never say for sure whether you've done enough for another individual as your definitions of "having done enough (as a friend/lover etc)" will differ, under different circumstances, different personalities, different mindsets and etc. you may feel that the world is unfair, that people are not treating as nicely as you are treating them, but how would you know if they feel the same way about you? how much is enough?
well. i guess this was a simple concept but we just tend to overlook it eh. and so lead to unnecessary happiness/dissatisfaction...
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my thoughts are always so disjointed.
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how did i feel when i got my pw results? pretty normal. but felt a teeny weeny bit of a sense of loss when i heard
some people got a band 1. it was just a fleeting moment of... how did they do it? i thought we really put in so much more effort?
but the bottom line is we'd really done our very best so there are absolutely no feelings of guilt or "we-could-have-done-better". congrats, TJ075.=)
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jaaa for now.
______ muakks.
