Saturday, June 03, 2006
booo!
haha.. read thru my last entry and i sounded quite negative over the forum trip and yaaaa.. it was a pretty gloomy entry. we all have our bad days eh. bad days. good days. days just carry on and the dates on the calendar just keep changing regularly in a 24hr interval. come to think of it, it wasn't a bad trip after all. but i still think the mkup was a mistake. ahaha. and an attempt to err dress more nicely and look a little more glam than usual was quite unsuccessful. hee. the photos are the proooof. yc just can't look glam. lol. it's just not my style. i need to be comfortable in the clothes i wear. heheh. i will not touch mkup again unless there is someone who is really pro in mkup and is confident of mkg me look nicer instead of weirrdd. and yes. pink eyeshadow is really so not me. ohhh. firstly, only realised when xt told me (she also only realised then) when we were bck in the hotel room at night, that i tied my halter dress abit too low.. no wonder the dress felt longer than the time i tried it on. =.=" and the waist bit was more like at the hips. and secondly after looking at the photos i realised the mkup looks a little uneven arnd the eye area, which looked like it had no powder dabbed on it. lol. and the darned dress made me so COLD. luckily i had sense to bring a jacket along!(: ohh. plus the dress was a little see-through for my standards. don't like my bra showing la.. but shld have expected it since it was a white dress. *rolls eyes* yc just does not have common sense sometimes. i shldn't have bought the dress. this fashion's lights and mirrors are deceiving. it wasn't even cheap!!! i don't know when i'll wear it again without a jacket over it. loll.. actually i'd sort of preferred the black dress. black's more me anw. haha.. but ky did look lovely in it (the black dress) on the banquet night, with the velvety short jacket and yz's pro chopstick hairstyle. hee. nvm. glam doesn't suit me. i think i'll hv to wait till like my wedding day to be able to look really lovely and have everyone saying, "You look beautiful!!!!" (and it may just be because i'm THE bride and they have to be polite) X)). to say that i don't mind will be so fake. of course every gurl will wish to be able to look pretty when they dress up right. but ahhh nvmmm. wo ren ming~ mmmms. being comfortable in my own type of clothes and style is still the most impt thing to me. so i can be confident and really feeeel gooood~ whee.. ^^
ohhhhh. must really get gg so that i wont botch up my first day of the study schedule i drew up freshly today. hah. hah. don't have time to worry and fret and sweat and panic over my cluelessness in econs, stupidity in maths, badluck in exams. just got to go ahead and muggggg my way through.....................
GAMBETTE!!
______ muakks.
