Thursday, July 27, 2006
do i think a lot?
do i contemplate too much?
do i dwell on useless things too often?
why is it so ironical?
i want to be simple. but simplicity doesn't come so easily.
for example. i shouldn't even be here, thinking about whether i'm being too much of a worrier, being hypersensitive, being too complicated. i'm sposed to do my guwens, then progress to analysing my csq and then get irritated by complex numbers.
no no no no.
i'm here. arriving at the same stupid old place again.
why.
i just don't like this new me i'm seeing more and more and more and more with each day.
just stop running around in circles.
and is my life getting more meaningful such that i totally don't have the wish to do the cip fr the coming wkend cos it will take up the whole day and sacrifice my plans of revision.
it's disgusting.
WHY?
i want i want i WANT to stay focused but there are some external forces pulling me bck. but why i am affected by these external forces? i totally have no idea.
i just so need to stop caring so much.
time's up.
jaaaa.
=(.
______ muakks.
