Saturday, February 23, 2008
on a lazy(not) saturday afternoon, i decided to come here and bloggg.
anyway, i've completed my bio assignment lor. although i don't really care if it's correcct or not. i took damn long to figure out what "complement" meant. felt like an idiot when i realised=p.
after figuring out the assgn, i'm supposed to go offline and either nap, bathe, or read SOMETHING. yarrh. just something will do. but i end up blogstalking and now i'm blogskinscreening. haha. omgg just saw a T K A skin. but zs's hair is wrong!! his hair is sposed to be shorter and straight. bt his hair is still curly and long lk in iswak. for now, i think my current i s w a k skin is the nicest. HOHO. hmmm. i think i'm going to start advertising iswak again. but i s w a k is really a damn nice show=). alot of people rate it as their all time fave. haah. but what's more impt is how obsessed in it and how much fun it is to go crazy w p i g g y cos we are really fanatics (ah yes this is the sad longform of fans). haha. and it's v successful cos the sequel still as interesting and induces withdrawal symptons=DD. ohyeahhh and nw y t suffers from the same symptons too. muhaha.
i want a straight tree too.
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anyways. backk to what i've been doing aft completing that assgn. blogstalking. yeah. so i was reading X's blog. a really acquaintance kind of acquaintance. i'm not judging X, bt i was just thinking how is it possible to get into a new relationship so quickly? hmmm. maybe i'm speaking from a lack-of-experience POV. when i first knew X, X had just ended a r/s. and was feeling damn relieved about it too. after some mths, knew about X's new r/s through msn. during new year, X had a family reunion dinner with the bf. and about two-three weeks ltr, read from X's blog that there had been a chg of bfs. hmmmm. but maybe there were some problems between X and ex-bf since the ex-bf is still in army. and the new bf is from X's school. i'm not in a position to pass any judgment, but i'm still quite
appalled surprised at the lifespan of relationships. relationships are vulnerable eh. especially when both parties don't work equally hard to maintain it. when one party slackens off, it's not all up to the other party to pull things up and sustain. unless you have the boundless energy that xq seems to hv all the time. or the foolhardiness of xq. or the 200% love xq gives to zs. haha. maybe a xq lives in the heart of every girl in the world. or maybe out of the millions of people living in a world, not even 1/3 xq can be found. wellls. tend to believe in the latter. cos personally i think that humans hv a tendency to succumb to selfishness.
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maybe i'm not quite ready yet.
maybe i've already passed that particular time unknowingly.
maybe i'm afraid of speculating in the unknown.
maybe i'm just closing all the doors, as well as windows.
maybe i'm too disbelieving, distrustful.
maybe i'm too blind (as usual).
maybe i'm just not eligible or desirable. (awwww. why am i so frankk. ha ha.)
what's with the horoscopes that tell me scorpios are attractive creatures blessed with abundance of socalled peaccchhblossomluck. haha. i guess that's why i don't really believe in horoscopes. cos there are so many other people who share some birthdates as me, furthermore even more people sharing some birthmonth as me. so it just reduces the probability of the horoscopic prediction holding true for one particular scorpion living in the east of asgee.
and what's with the tarot card readings which always like to predict colourful relationships in the next 1-5 years of my life? maybe the tarot cards detected my tendency-towards-cynicism towards them and decided to be as inaccurate as possible. haha pardon me. oopps.
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alrighttt. i think that's all fr nowww. seeya agn soon bloggie.
______ muakks.
